When I logged on, on Monday to look at Kathijo's challenge I wasnt sure what I would blog about.
Hhmmm nostalgia and new beginnings, it was a toughie for me.
Should I hunt for a happy version or go with the first thing that popped into my head. I turned 50 last year and decided at the start of the year to Make a Project Life type album to mark the year. Im not quite up to date with it yet but am determined to finish it as I really enjoyed it and its been a great record of the year.
I wanted the year I turned 50 to be a happier year in my life because the last big birthday in my life was my 40th and at a party in the house with family and friends all around I remember thinking how truly blessed I was. This thought was shattered into pieces some two months later When I discovered that my husband of then almost 20 years had been seeing one.of my very close friends. I was devaststed and after a couple of years of trying to hold my family together he eventually left and last year finally married her. Turbulent years followed him leaving as I began to slowly put back the.pieces of my life and hold it together, not always successfully, for my two kids. I became determined that as I approached 50 it would mark my "Life Begins" and that I would start to see the glass was half full and not half empty. In my 21 year old son and my 19 year old daughter I have two fantastic reasons to have a better life and in changing jobs due to redundancy four years ago I now work with the most supportive and lovely crowd of people who keep me going on a daily basis
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I have slowly emerged from my shell, discovered scrapbooking, co run a local crop, joined a Team on UK Scrappers where I have met the most fantastic friends a girl could have who have been the the greatest support and we now meet up several times a year and we have the best ever retreats in Moffat, Scotland a couple of times a year where we scrap and laugh till we cry.
Life can still be tough but I am learning to love the litle things and count my blessings once again. The former me would never have been brave enough to do any of these things.
I think I will mark these prompts in a mini book or art journal as the year goes on so Im looking around for a suitable format.
I will leave you with a pic of four of us friends and teamies at Lochhouse, our wee scrapping paradise